Am really scared to fall in love again. I dont want to be hurt. My heart is broken. I dont want to be hurt again. I love her but she broke my heart.
Bro, I find it very difficult to approach a lady. Since my last relationship (my first and only relationship till now which was last year June. The lady was a freak), I have been having terrible feelings towards girls and also that mindset that you cannot date a girl without money that makes me flee away from them. It makes people look at me as a gay but I'm not just that I'm addicted to masturbation that my brain clocks anticlockwise. I know this will have a terrible effect on my future life. I need help. Anytime I try to approach via chat or face to face I get weakened immediately. This gives me bad feelings about myself and I feel rejected
I had a call from a girl I once asked out in the presence on my ex the girl was forming she doesn't have time for me but she still professes she loves me so I left her busy life. Though I have told my ex about the girl, she didn't ask any question after the call. She just refused to talk to me and me being innocent of any cheating didn't know she was annoyed about the call. I wasn't cheating on her and I don't even know how to cheat. I tried to know why she wasn't talking to me but she was mute. I tried periodically but she refused to open up
She went home and started raining insults on me. I was like (what have I done to deserve such insults) she kept insulting me as if she has a memory card of insults on her head. On a fateful day she said it's over that she will come to collect her things from my house , I said ok. She came that day, I didn't allow her to enter I gave her things from the door. But I don't know how she dragged my hand and have me a biting of my life, I thought my skin will tear with her teeth. That wasn't enough , she used her keys to give me opening on the face
It was after the incident that she started confessing that it was about the call. I was like why didn't you tell me. She said she wants me to tell her sorry. I went to hospital and spent much curing my self. I just calmly dismissed her and that was the end of her.
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