Even After Commiting Abortion....



My shattered heart💔💔. Even after committing abortion for him he still shattered my heart. 

           "My story" by kate.
I have this sweet and loving guy for a start everything was smooth and sweet i prayed for it not to end i really want stay with him thou he don't have enough with him i endured because i loved him, i once collected my fathers ATM stole money from him just to make him happy, during that time my father asked for the money i lied that i knew nothing about it my father believed because he love and trust me, along the line i never knew the he (my boyfriend) was cheating on me with two more girls when i found out i was so broken and bittered because i loved him, (thou he was my first) i confronted him about cheating he denied it while i was see the hole evidence on his phone there chats calls and everything 😭 i did nothing because i was helplessly inlove i don't want to loss him for anybody 😔 Oh should i talk about his sweet mouth hmm he can make you forget your sorrow 💯👌 to make everything short, everything was going well till i got pregnant for him 😢 and he denied it oh my God 😢😭 i was shattered, was so heart broken i was lost, and between God and man i have not even kissed another man not even sex when we were dating and he knew it. But he choose to push me away, i cried so bad i remembered all the bad thing i have done to my family and my self during this period it felt as if the hole world was angry with me i dont even know who to talk to because i quieted most of my goof friends because he asked me to, Then i had to go back to him to plead that he give me some money because i cannot take the pregnancy to my family, please don't judge me if my mother should know anything about me been pregnant she will disown me and what ever she says stands in my family. Should i talk about my father this man love me so much that he can give up anything to make me happy and he trust me the day my father found out that i was a vagin he was so happy with me some at times he calls me for advice at the end he would say am proud of you my daughter keep it up your husband will be proud to have you chaii 😢 and ever since i lost it i stopped going close to my father i don't want him to notice it. So i went to him (my boyfriend then) i asked for the money he accepted to give me the money but after one month (is he not a devil😠) i struggled for the money by lying to my father that we are asked to pay for something in school, my father gave me the money which i used in Terminating the pregnancy and ever since then i have leaved with the guilty of this.

I need advice pls🙏

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